All my roommates have gone to the job fair hold by my school today. It is said to be a grand one---one that takes three floors' space of the whole new teaching building.

After battling with myself for a while, I decided to not go and take the time to do more Japanese test paper. Anyway, I am a wild girl, I wouldn't want to still work here after staying here for 5 years. If I go to work, I probably will chose another place to have some new experience. Maybe Shanghai or Sichuang or Beijing.

Always do right things at the right time. I forget this was said by who. But I do believe it. And I believe that right now the right thing for me to do is to put my every effort to prepare this NHK 2 test (which is doomed to fail).And next week after the test I will have to cram for the "stupid" post-graduate test(I am glad it's still a test that I could cram for:-)).

Last night I keep thinking about my identity before I fell asleep. It just bothers me so much sometimes when I heard insultings and hostil ironies. Anyway, forget about it, that is not one of the right things to think now for sure. And Jesus said all the attacks on you were aimed at me. I should have expected this happening.