The winter vacation has been arrived for ten days,but i only found myself doing something useless in my aunt's house.That's too bad.I brought two mathematical books and two English trainning books here when I left Changsha and I hasn't turned one page since I arrived Guangzhou City.Oh,god damn,I am bored,too bored that I have to sleep for particularly ten hours one day.And the rest time I only play games or scan the hotlines on Internet via my notebook.I am just killing my time,and killing myself.But what else could I do in this long long long long (compared with that of my high school time)vacation?I really could hardly think out the answer.
Though the grade of final exam has been posted to my home,I can juess that my grade must be poor,very poor.............Too many things happened in the last semester that I could hardly handle my normal time on studying.At this very moment,I just found myself wasting a lot of measure time doing something valueless to my career in last semester.The Student Union、the party、the game、and the novels ，all these things are god damn bull shit！"I won't touch them at all in the next semester",I talked to myself.But actually haven't I the ability to control myself in such a small extend?And this is also the answer I could hardly think out.
The time approaches to 6 a.m.,22th,December,2006.My father must be in the way of picking me up to Jiangmen.So,I have to sleep now.Or when my dad arrive here,he may see a stupid、smartless me.